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TIME is the most valuable thing in life. How you spend your time, where you exist and choose to be, what you do with it and who you spend it with are all just as important as well.
When I ponder and think about just how vital my choice in how I have spent my time and who I spent it (when it comes to romantic relationships that I’ve had) with in the past 20 years, I have deep regret that’s the size of the Grand Canyon.
I can see now like looking through a high-definition resolution camera lense that is zoomed all the way in as far as it will go, just how critical it is to make wise decisions about your time. You don’t get it back, you don’t get opportunities to do things over but if you are lucky you may get more time to make better and different choices.
I know that it doesn’t help to waste time by “past tripping” or “future tripping.” Instead, I want to focus on the present, today, right now and make better decisions for myself than I have of time spent that’s now in my rear view mirror.
Life is just too damn important to fuck around and waste time on things and people that don’t deserve you.
My life right now has been stripped down to doing just the very basics. I’m rebuilding myself and the foundation that I’m standing on. I hope to fill in the cracks that I’ve let show up and smooth out ruts that I’ve allowed to seep their way into my core.
I know that none of us are promised more time or that we will see tomorrow, let alone be guaranteed of being able to have even one second more on this amazing planet. We live moment by moment.
Being in this place in my life is very humbling for me. I can’t help but be introspective.
I’m in no rush to give of my time openly to just anyone anymore, my life is just too important to waste it or to settle. I’m being super selective and picky about how I spend my time now and with whom I spend it on.
I’ve intentionally decided to strip down my life, simplify and do things with pure intention and those things that align with my true self.
I don’t care that this is the first time in my life that I am facing the world alone. It’s a helluva lot better than putting up with shit from people that don’t deserve me, my time, my attention or even my affection.
I’m gonna put all of the attention on me and spoil the shit outta myself. It’s time for me to live life on my terms and decide solely what I do with my time.
Fuck distractions, leeches, narcissists and time-wasters! I’ve no use for any of them. I’ve got a life to create for myself, one that I absolutely adore, treasure and love.
It’s about time!