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It’s a beautiful thing in life when you get to witness something happening in your life where you come “full circle.”
For me, I see my journey as ever-evolving and forever growing.
I believe that we get just 1 life and 1 opportunity to live our life, however long or short, whether good or bad, it’s all that we’ve got. There is no do-over or another chance!
When you die, that’s it! For me this thought freaks me out but it also keeps me super motivated.
Some days I ask myself within my mind, “Am I surviving or thriving?” I am doing a silent, internal check and balance over myself, my choices, where I’m at in my life and if I am feeling like I am “succeeding at life.”
I’m honored to say that right now in my life, I feel like I am on my way and on the right path that will take me to my promise land.
I let bad people come into my life and hang around too long. I gave them permission to abuse and mistreat me by my inaction and by not standing up for myself consistently.
It’s my goal moving forward that I will not let these things happen again. Even if it means that I am on my own and alone for the rest of my life.
I got my power back, the moment I decided to leave my toxic relationship and do whatever was needed to protect my best interests, cuz I’ve learned that no one else is going to do it for you and you need to do this for yourself on a daily basis.
Have control over your life by taking ownership.
Coming full circle from where I was almost 2 months ago to where I stand today, I’m changed, I’ve got a few small cracks in my facade but know that I can patch them up and turn those well-earned “battle scares” into beautiful reminders.
I think scars can be beautiful because they remind and humble us. I’m not ashamed any longer, my soul is free and my mind is under my control. Although, getting hurt, trying to be patience as I heal, I know that I am a stronger, more wise person.
I’m done with suffering and being attached. It’s not worth the pain and torture that these toxic feelings bring to your life. Trust me I know them well.
I fought my way to get to where I need to be, to be healthy, to be complete and at peace.
Imma keep fighting my battle and won’t back down to anyone, especially those that have selfish intentions.
I’m doing me, in a very raw and real way, so get outta my way! Cuz I’m coming through and I’m hungry for the life that I deserve that’s free from abuse, manipulation, negativity and oppression.
At the end of the day, I am thankful to have another day on this amazing planet to get to enjoy life but I’m not giving up on making it back to my “promise land.”
I don’t want to just survive, I want to thrive.
Life is too uncertain to not want the very best life for ourselves. Fuck uncertainty, I’m taking back my control over my whole life, so get out of my way, I’m coming through!